You post and reblog her photos and videos and tag them. You write text posts about her because you cannot contain your infatuation / obsession with her. You want to make babies with her. You go to her concert and video her and buy her overpriced merchandise.
And, she doesn’t even know you exist.
Meanwhile, none of your followers even knows there’s another girl who feeds you, washes your clothes and the sheets, is there for you when you’re sick, who spends what little money she makes on you, who has been with you when you’re sad and when you’re mad, who always listens to your music in the car, who always goes to the restaurants you want to go to. The girl who gives you oral even though you won’t give it to her because you don’t like how it tastes. The girl who loves you for your outside and inside and just desires to see you happy.
Is there a word for a guy like you?